Meditation is a process that will bring you in front of yourself a lot. It will show you, if you pay attention, numerous problems, issues and gifts that are latent or active in your character.

In this topic I want to remind everyone that meditation, especially cleansing, purification and removing obstacles meditation [Munka and so on] can essentially go against long repressive programmings, wounds in the soul, or other things that are keeping you back. These will start coming out in meditation.

Keep in mind the following phrase in regards to anything that boggles you down that comes out from meditation: Accept these, follow these, do not beat yourself up in identifying with these issues, rectify these, improve from these.

Due to the low levels of introspection of most people [closely none at all happened in one's life] one has to really start learning how to be self aware. Certain emotions that arise from meditation, be these dread, fear, worry or anxiety, an incessant need to stop meditating, or other depressive tendencies, must be observed and followed on their roots, and addressed.

After the cleaning and rectification period is over, then one will feel at peace and stronger than ever. Certain things might need to be vented out; the forums allow this [anonymously or otherwise] and that can be very cathartic. Other things might require inner reconciliation, revenge, or changes in one's mindset. All of these, will lead to inner healing - but before the healing, there might be a form of suffering involved.

It's very important for any human being to address these issues when one is "here" and "alive", because these get carried away with the soul, and unresolved issues can make you feel boggled down. One must not proceed in the cleaning procedures with shame, guilt and fear, but they should encounter them with a certain given happiness over the fact one can do this.

Unacceptable, foolish and in many other types of akward emotions will certainly arise. Emotional language is here to let you know where certain issues lie. For example, if you are improving your power via Chakra work, you might notice you do not want to do this, or that your mind constantly tries to find excuses to stop it, or you might experience feelings of wanting to stop it.

Some of you have told me, especially newer members, that you meditate and sometimes when you get angry you might hear thoughts of blasphemy towards the Gods. Psychologically, that's because the back of your mind might still have negative latent beliefs about them. This goes away with time. A lifetime of programming can go into this and cause these results.

Repressed anger towards "God" can also come into play, as for the first time in your life you are moving towards the Godly things in life; ie, meditating and so on. So the lesser part of the mind just reacts. None of this really affects your relation with the Gods and none of this is unnatural [that's a reaction to inner sickness] and shouldn't bother someone. One just should proceed and continue healing the soul.

These and other forms of non-processed emotions must be followed and should be tracked to their source, related also to other goals: Is it procrastination? Is it worry? Is it a belief that you must not empower yourself, or fear of what might be the result? The list goes. After being found, these issues can be worked on, and they will rectify themselves.

One last thing to remember, is that as you rectify one issue in one area of life, other areas will also start fixing themselves by default. That's the magick in meditation; where you are doing meditation to try to fix one thing, you might notice that other things are also being worked.

As you heal for example certain wounds in you about one issue, this will start improving your overall personality.

To give a crude example, this is like improving your physique; as you improve your physique, you will notice a confidence raising, better health, more attraction, more drive for life - all of these because you are solving a single thing. As you solve your soul, and you do the proper progression, you will notice that you advance in more than one areas, above all as a personality.

This process must be accepted and one must be happy to have embarked this. That is why our Gods are called "healers". They heal us, through increasing our self awareness.

-High Priest Zevios Metathronos