Making the first steps in this path at first seems a lot to take in. There are always first steps in every level to this path. It even feels explosive at times, as a seconded waiting, finally coming to fruition, confirming our internal clock of truth and orientation.

Coming to realize the seriousness of this path and the reality of our work as humans, we come to realize the importance of life and reality. Reality means life and importance means seriousness in our SS life. We deal with life on a direct basis. Any other human benefits from life but never interacts literally and actively with it. We become the benefactors for the "life", only by being us.

To apply the teachings of our Gods, we interact with reality. We simultaneously discover it, influence it and control it to personal and even beyond means.

The way our material being is built, and how the laws of life apply, we contain in ourselves both a source of infinite potential energy, and a source of higher consciousness potentiality, which is fragmented in every part of our being, the mind, the emotions, the subconscious and self, which are instrumental extensions of our soul, and what we say we are on a real terminology.

For example, in meditation, try to realize every source of external stimuli and information. We see we hear, we feel, we smell. Now, let's enter inside us, what information do we have?

We hear/have thoughts, we feel/have emotions, we expect/have intuition. On the exterior level, it is very very easy to figure out the source. I urge you, in meditation to find now the source of inner information as they are not expected and conscious "organs" to directly create a link and attach the information itself, to realize the discovery of our own being.

The first level of fake impression is that the source of our mind is ourselves, but it is not. It is simply the mind itself, which is based on spiritual matter and not material as a source.

You will notice that there's a big emotion and shocking state when the mind gets glitched in a loop trying to find itself, as a source, for its thoughts. It is like a short circuit, suddenly you may feel extremely empty and alone, soulless. That means you identify with your mind and thoughts. Others may feel a new realm as a state of being because they are used to make the mind only an extension, an instrument of themselves.

We must train the mind in both ways, which is forward in full focus and in reverse, in total sleep of it. Anything left and right on the mind level is only noise and layers of the same dimensional mental realms.

These things are critical to observe in meditation, to understand these aspects not on a rational level but on an experience level, and to have authority over your body to proceed further.

Let me take this further and say that most of the time when we begin to have certain problems and conflicts of ideas, arguments, it is a conflict of disharmony. The mind isn't cleaned properly and it is issuing to the other centers mayhem. By the rational mind, the masculine aspect, any conflict of itself will have the bases on a non - cooperation to the other parts of the soul. The masculine side also gives pain to us, as it is barren and impulsive. Suddenly a problem becomes a responsibility for the brain's chemical reaction to resolve and aid, suddenly the female mind is nowhere to be found and we enter a loop of stupidity called by every outsider "normal". It is ok to be dumb and have opposed ideas about reality that are not founded by reality. ..(it is not).

So as I said before, everyone must take responsibility for their own BEING. You are responsible for everything you think, for your spiritual hygiene, and for any other dimensional pockets of energy you tap in. You are a psychic being and you love to think about x subject. Well, others too, without awareness and self-discovery, you tap into that pool of energy and identify with yourself foreign and alien identities.