I care extremely for my brothers and sisters, and I have a never-ending love for our Gods. I hope to approach a heavy subject in my writing today. In this month, November, my Serpent and Guardian Daemon Anubis showed me about the real death and the deepest depths that someone can go, to my capacity of present advancement.

I have found myself lately in complete adoration of the Serpent, in a total fanatic sense. All the physical desires in my life found themselves only as of the need for the absolute truth, found by the bond of the Serpent. Awe and breathless adoration are only but a disservice to the actual situation to be described. For the first time, the Serpent showed to me as a child and gripping fierce my hand while smiling. I was so full of fear. It was hard but inescapable to admit and confront heavy truths. I realized that to be a God, the experience of potentiality is the infinite expression in the singularity objective experience. That is later translated into the subjective self. I want to share my understanding and help those that necessitate help.

There's is a deep problem surrounding everything which the simple mind dwells on and processes. The blessing and the curse, a transformative tool, used against the fragile mind is the idealization of everything.

The mental, the mind, is only a part of who we are. Don't Identify with it, but use it as an instrument. As an intermediate way of expressing, using, and exchanging information.

"Idealizing" can be used purposefully and with full discernment in ways that are necessary to the human nature and specific activities, being a representative state of communication and insertion in lack of experience exchanges, some may say it is necessary.

When it comes to the present world, this is used purposefully against humanity, it is a brainwashing technique that caters to the simple masses. It is a method of extortion and perversion, as always .. everything which the enemy touches it is the same tale. It is the cooperator of delusions in present times, the same as romanticizing.

When it comes to a deeper and unhinged subject, death, this is where a necessary idealization is used for the simple people, but it is damnation for the one who embarks himself on the road of Spiritual Knowledge.
Death, as I will only speak from my deepest sincerity and experience, is for a very few types of people to approach and understand, control and manipulate, and ultimately have a say or judgment.

The subjective projection of failure always is controlled by the idealized idea of victimization, that has sweet nuances. Romeo and Juliet, but nobody felt the real tragedy and purpose in it. Nihilists and other people will have, on the opposite sphere, a more dreadful fall if they would ever see the reality, "paradoxical".

In other times of war, idealization of war was necessitated for survival and success, for transformative processes of life and purpose.
In the expansion of the ideal, is found the innate purpose of it, which is to magnetize a goal, a checkpoint, a purpose. To make it desirable in face of antithetical circumstances.
It is a projectional component.

It came at the normalization and taboo, desensitization of senses and ethics, a soup of illness plaguing our lives and surroundings. The apogees of infection are present in every tv show, every song, every depiction. Everybody in his little small conviction of falsity believes he has a right to suicide. The gangster moves 2 bricks of cocaine, pops someone head, and thinks he can approach death. Everybody thinks that the manipulation of death is on the same lines as the manipulation of creative projections. It is the reverse, death being the master and the puppets present to serve.

I am almost desperate to fight the disrespectful attitude against life and even death.

The word chaos has been propagated and detailed in writings, for a purpose. It is for a reason we are not Gods yet, it is for a reason most of the people cannot even augment their one lives but have claims of monumental egotism against an absolute law and power, Death. Death which is not separate from life, destruction which the word itself lost its meaning in the mind of fragile and foolish humans.

In the profoundness of life, the chaos and immense void of potential destruction are beyond comprehensive understanding for those who have not the capacity of such. The absence of life force is gathering towards the chaotic nothing. Insanity is to believe that someone would want a piece of this reality unto oneself. The degree of discernment reaches negative heights. The degree of loss is absolute, everything which we are is antithetical to it and incapable of inner expansion in this sense. But when it comes to becoming a God the above is needed to be understood, felt, and ultimately become above it to a certain degree. From that point of mastery, manipulation of reality is united and possible to a perfect degree. This is also done by the very essence of life, the Serpent, which has the power of creation and destruction. Destruction as well as creation stand on the same principle of potentiality. Potentiality which manifests at the meeting of it to the consciousness, being outputted and materialized in every subtle plane.

Life is composed of unlimited amounts of sorrow and death, and unlimited exaltation of life and bliss, for us. We are to control both of them. Those who are above that, are the Gods.

The mourning of the death, as to how it is present in today's world is disrespectful and very undesirable to those that died. There's to be an effort made, to not send further sorrow to the dead.

Something else is that the actual tragedy of death is only experienced by the deceased, and not "so much" by those close to, connected to the one in the cause. The suffering of the disruption, of the closed ones is only a reverberation of the actual tragedy of the consciousness bound to repeat the course of nature to dissipation.

The obsessive nature of death, which is something every soul will and already experienced, is to be used against it. The higher nature in ourselves and the seed of truth is bound to express distress and confrontation in face of opposition. The life force and our seed from the Gods are to be manifesting in infinite, and not in limitation of time and obstruction.

Death has manifestations ever-present in our lives and in the continuum of time. For those who do not advance spiritually, death is already in the process. Dying is only the last manifestation of death, as in every present time, the manifestation is expanding up to that last stage. We have an internal clock, and planets have too for you, and it is thicking every second.

This is on the physical plane, but on the mental plane, we also have the death of beliefs, illusions, concepts, thoughts. On the emotional plane as well we have correspondences to make. It is only natural to be so. The higher aspect to be made use of from death is the transformation and the glimpses of our true nature. If we look as a witness to ourselves, we can see that transformation is personified in changes of desires and character, out of the need of not facing the lower and raw manifestation of death.

The real consciousness is beyond the "I" etched on the "myself" or ego. The ego has multiple parts of expansion and nature. The ego is the first one to experience sorrow from death.

We all must be reminded that not only we are in a war, but the physical we exist in has infinite threats to ourselves. We are bound to either dissipated in infinity and not exist or refine or life force and everything, to include our selves into a higher level of manifestation of nature.

When Pan is playing the flute, for the "lost" boys and girls, is it for us to hear, as we are lost in these dystopian predictions, and we are to elevate higher. We are to dance for the Serpent to rise. We are to rise above the chaos and instate the opposite.